"A labyrinth of Unpolished Scribbles"

I want to fly, up in the sky; But I have no wings, and I've attached strings. I want to fly, up in the sky; where the bird sings, the autumn leaf swings, then floating in forest springs, the countless beautiful things, the joy, this insight brings, to which my soul clings. But I haven't got wings, In pain, my heart sings; I want to fly; up in the sky, to feel the cool breeze, to know the secrets of murmuring trees; to fly over the crystal blue seas, But I've no wings for all these. I want to fly, up in the sky, to see the one in need, for I'll fly down & feed. To know the fake & real to the world I'll reveal. But I haven't got wings , And have no magic rings. If I could fly, up in the sky I'll reach high, above the stars in the sky. I would rather try, But I've no wings to fly. I want to fly, up in the sky; to sail in the space and explore every place. I'd fly day & night like a wandering kite, with...

The  poem " Let's not change", is something that came to my mind during the days of lockdown where I have tried to potray the positive side of those days. I know it's a very difficult phase of life that we are going through, but  this too shall pass. Let's try to find the brighter side of this and move on and that's the whole idea of "Let's not change". Let's not change for the good!!! I'm a daughter. who does not care. I'm someone's wife, in the busy stream of life. And I'm a mother more than any other. But I never had time; my life was like a mime. I cooked the breakfast, ran to the office fast. My child was still asleep, I had no promises to keep. My husband is always busy, who says with money life's easy. Together we stay, but a million miles away. We didn't talk; or take an evening walk. My kid wanted me to play, I would say, the next day. Filled with tears, she ran away, But not...

To my best friend, I don't know what to say about you. Right now I'm at loss for words to express what you are for me. You are my friend.No! You are my best friend.No! You are my sister. No! You are my soulmate. No! You are my bestest soul sister-friend!! Yes! You are nothing but everything to me. Do you remember someone asked us long before ' how long we've known each other'? Wait. Back in 2011 on the day of our B-Tech admission, we met for the first time. In fact I met you! I've noticed you while standing in the long queue waiting for our turn for certificate verification or something. I don't know why! May be you were so pleasant and bubbly as always and had your signature smile; in between thousands of tensed faces. To my surprise, even my parents noticed you but that's coz you and my cousin sister (Cynthiachi) look alike. Then my fate or what 😝 we were in same class. After our first day in college, at hostel during the attenda...

Dear B-Arch 14❤️ I feel lucky for being able to teach all the batches of DC except B-Arch 14 !  But I would say I'm very much unlucky coz I've not taught "The B-Arch 14". Still I'm fortunate enough to meet you people, know y'all and be a part of your life in DC. Though I've not taken any subjects for you, I've always felt your love & respect for me as a teacher. Whenever I talk to any one of you ,all I get is a good and positive vibe. When I joined here in February 2018, you guys were doing your internship . And  I've heard a lot about y'all, from your faculties, your juniors especially B-Arch 15. I get to hear all the old stories like how both the batches were there for each other and became a family. Then I met B-Arch 14! The vibrant, the brilliant, the united batch. If I remember, it was on the day of your internal exam that I got to meet all of you together. I was your invigilator for 2 subjects. Even in betw...

When I cried for the first time, You made me laugh. When I felt cold, You held my feet in your palms. When I took my first step, Your hands held my fingers. When I fell down, You held me up. When I couldn't sleep, You told me the best bedtime stories. When I asked you tons of queries, You replied me with so much patience. When I was afraid, You hugged me tight. And you watched me grow! All my life, You stood by me!! When I asked , you gave me,; When I didn't ask, you gave me. You gave me everything! And you gave me the best. Once I asked you, "How much daddy? Is it sky high?" Now I tell you, I love you sky-high!!!

At the very first sight, Some connection I felt; Happy that I found you I felt like I've known you My whole life & forever. 💖 Never the same again Ever since I met you & Having you is a blessing, And the best thing in my life! Again I tell you the zillionth time, Nothing makes me happier than, Just being with you, And this feeling can Never be replaced by Anything else on this earth. 💖 Very moment I saw you, I knew you were the one. Still I believe the same & Hope it will always be, No matter what. Unless I die!       Just your glance everytime, And I will fall for you all over again, Imprisoned by your love, I am; May it be eternal & beyond. Just a matter of time & I know our love is growing, Stronger & deeper every day Here we are, still the same. And will grow old together. 💞 Best days of our love, If I could resume; Verily I would say, I wish to do it all over again & Never want to pause. M...

Dear, It's been a while since you spoke to me. I know you are busy with your life, but I really really miss you. I terribly miss those countless nights you spent talking to me. It was a part of your everyday. What happened to you all of a sudden? I love the way you touch and feel me with your fingers. You made me wet with your tears and wiped them with your hand. You shared all your feelings with me. Your happiness, your low moments, your secret crushes, breakups, confessions, everything.You told me that I'm your best friend.I promised to be your secret keeper. I'm the only person who knows all your top secrets. I know you better than anyone else in this whole world . When you were having a bad day you always ran to me. I was there beside you when you fall asleep. I was there next to you when you woke up. I know all your flaws and I know you are not perfect. Because I have seen your weaker side. But you are beautiful and perfect for me. I'm the o...