"A labyrinth of Unpolished Scribbles"

Dear, It's been a while since you spoke to me. I know you are busy with your life, but I really really miss you. I terribly miss those countless nights you spent talking to me. It was a part of your everyday. What happened to you all of a sudden? I love the way you touch and feel me with your fingers. You made me wet with your tears and wiped them with your hand. You shared all your feelings with me. Your happiness, your low moments, your secret crushes, breakups, confessions, everything.You told me that I'm your best friend.I promised to be your secret keeper. I'm the only person who knows all your top secrets. I know you better than anyone else in this whole world . When you were having a bad day you always ran to me. I was there beside you when you fall asleep. I was there next to you when you woke up. I know all your flaws and I know you are not perfect. Because I have seen your weaker side. But you are beautiful and perfect for me. I'm the o...

The process of healing is different for each person. For some it takes time to heal, for others it may not.  Even when we feel so lost, there's a haven of hope for all of us. A place where we feel connected. A place where we feel free, to cry, to think, to talk, to walk, to read, to dream, to be alone. ' The place to heal'. The place to find happiness. All we need is to find a healing place to get inner peace. It can be anything that you wish. Woods, beach, mountains, garden, sacred places etc. It can be something which calms your mind. I know this place in Vagamon, nearby my college, where we often go for our evening walks. One of my friends named it "the healing rock". She claims that it has got the power to heal. Though I felt funny at first, the frequent visits to this place made me believe the same. It rejuvenates me in a mystical way. The cool breeze, the tranquility, the fresh air, the sunset, the slowly moving clouds, the greenery, the moun...

She groaned in pain, Covered with blood stain; Why should I care? It's just her. She was so hurt Sore trampled in dirt, Why do I bother? It's just her. Bruises all over her skin, Torn her deep within, But silence, I prefer; For it's just her. Naked on the floor,she lay All her hopes, taken away. Why should I sway? That's her and no way! Scars on her deeper parts may heal, Deep in her soul,how does she feel? Still why should I feel? It's her, no big deal. Dark and scary past may torture, And make her forget the future. To me it doesn't matter, She's not my daughter. All I do is pity her, As I don't see me there, And let it be, Coz it's not me.

If I can give you my hand, To make you stand; When you fall down, So much of happiness I own. If I can be a part, To give you a pristine start, And could pave the way, That would make my day. Can I be your inspiration? Or will I be your motivation? Don't know if I could be, But I'll be there when you need me. Take me as a friend, For you until the end. I am here, just feel free, Through your tears I'll help you see. If I could touch your heart, All the good I would impart, Let me illuminate your soul; That completes my whole. I'll teach you the lessons of life, To help you deal with strife, And may you have a bright future. For you know, I am your teacher. 

Under the tree, I sat. I feel so hopeless, lost and shattered. I wish to get vanished from this sick world, if I could. Life is squeezing me so hard that I couldn't get out of it. Once I had so many people whom I thought, would stay with me for long. But now!!! I feel, I am all alone. What's actually happening to me? What's going through my mind? I really can't figure it out, I am stuck and clueless. Nothing makes any sense to me right now. I could feel the changes. Is this changing phase of life affecting me so much? The transition zone from an immature student to a responsible employee! The sudden switch from a carefree lifestyle to an organised one! The work pressure, tensions, responsibilities......!!! May be...or may be not! I felt so weak and rested my head against the tree. I could feel the tender feather touch of leaves on me, as it shed it's leaves. Was it trying to console me? Or rather trying to talk to me? I tried to listen. I was literally achin...

Down the waves of life, I row; Awaiting the tide to get low. I push myself not to be slow, For I've a long way to go. Over the storms of life, I sail, With ups and downs in the trail. Calm waters and blue skies now, Dark thunder clouds and lightning soon, how? Along the tranquil winds; I fly, Unexpected gale, wild and high, Make me toss, turn, sway, And can get me blown away. The moment, sky may be blue, Then  cloudy in mist and dew. The path I couldn't see; I stumbled, fell on my knee. The ray I saw-'the ray of hope', Followed the ray, I didn't stop. To reach the end, I walked, Through the way of life, I walked.

I did love, then, now and always! That still I love; Didn't I love enough? Know, my love is pure. Can you read, my entangled mind? For I am lost, in labyrinthine thoughts. My feelings for you are real, Do not you feel? Touch my heart; In it burns, the flame of love.  My love is hidden. Can you see, the brook in my heart? Where bashful flowers bloom; I hide myself within them. Awaiting the blushing bird, to come and drink, from my little brook. You may not know, Still it flows to you. Waiting for your reply. And if you doubt, my true love. I've nothing else to show, other than my loving heart. This is my heart, for you to see, My hidden love!