Incomplete....
Sweet or bitter the worst or better, Am I not afraid of the choice I made? I'm still confused but I refused! Wished to stay, but I walked away with a worried mind leaving them behind. I can't move my feet, I feel incomplete. The dilemmas unsolved, the emptiness involved, stories left unsaid, emotions; unread, the lessons not taught, the answers not sought. The hardest farewells, in dead silence. Difficult to leave, on that Eve, so painful than I thought, and I cried a lot. Escalating inner turmoil, loops of distress did uncoil. Did I leave halfway through into the blue? A mental battle to defeat, was it left incomplete? All I know is, I will miss every bit of this!